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Sunday, November 27, 2011

The killer in me

Early morning rise, after a restless night sleep...
self destructive self induced blindness...GET A GRIP...
Arrived a few hours early at work just to get out of my house..
my staleness, my seeming disconnect.... I need the get out more..
leave the west side...
Perhaps its time for new explorations beyond the immediate family.... The weather lately has been amazing... motorcycle rides have been epic.... A sense of satisfaction as the world smoothly slides underneath me. a crisp zip the whips my face as i watch out for discoloured falling leaves... The forest is calling me...
The simple truth is...There is too much going on... and it has my head spinning...
need to slim down some variances... Need to re-align... re-focus... re-create...
It seems to be a re occuring theme with me...maybe im not visiting it well enough...
distractions distractions.... So many distractions to help me spin my wheels...
I feel this explosion surpressed inside of me... and I know It always eventually releases... perhaps with slower release but always intense impact.
That feeling you get right after youve jumped out of plane and you finally land on ground...... sound sight, touch everything is off.... 1 split second behind where your perception is.... A syncopated rythm

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